Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters
wouldnt it have been great if it wasnt a conthree attachment but a conone attachment instead ? we wouldve spent three years with those amazing people by now. i really didnt think that carolling wouldve been such fun. honestly, i've never done carolling in my life. christmas was never about these things for me. i cant believe i lived fourteen years of christmas without experiencing such fun. christmas was all about the shopping and exchanging of gifts at my grandma's. i really didnt know there's so much more to christmas. they have constantly been teaching me so many things. i thought that there was nothing more to learn, nothing more to experience. but hey ! there's still so much more, it seems like it's never going to end.
really hope that those army boys would be able to join us ! it was so fun when they were there singing along. they've been doing it for three years now, loads of experience. they'll be able to cover up my horrible mistakes (which i know i'll have many) ohmy, now im into the christmas mood already. everyone was just singing and singing. it was just so nice to hear everyone standing around the piano singing. that unity. it's something so amazing. that was after how many years of bonding ? -thinks hard.
life has really changed after joining this ministry ! there's so much more to life compared to the past. thanks to grace my mummy ! she's influenced me so much and she's made such a big impact on my life. mummy dear, i love you ! (:
today was great. it was father simon pereira. yes he is good ! liked what he talked about during homily. guess many felt motivated to do what he asked us to. i missed the seniors ! so happy to see them back in school again. aretha, thanks for your melted choc ! oh, i need to thank trishala and sueann for their chocs too. they were generous enough to give me one ! haha(: praise and worship was fun. except for that song ! no one knew how to sing it. the seniors were going wild. their enthusiasm was jus superb. seeing them back with us made me feel so relieved. i felt like i had someone to lean back on. trishala was there to back me up. i didnt feel as lost and helpless. the excos were back. they knew exactly what to do. it was just that wonderful feeling of being free. no longer trapped and pressured. just like those two birds that were set free, lets all fly on eagles wings ! (the birds are still flying around in school)
council meeting was short. we didnt go into much detail. there's going to be a recap during the next meeting. with the new trainees. i wonder how they're going to act. i remember clearly how horrifying the atmosphere was during my first meeting. ): yuck. haha. i guess history will just repeat itself. at least it wont be as bad as stephanie's batch ! (i miss you stephanie !)
im trying hard not to be so affected by everything but it seems that im so sensitive these days. im getting so much more sensitive. yuck ): cho ! i cant control anymore. it was a bad choice huh ? -shrugs.
wo he ni shou qian shou shuo yao yi qi zou dao zui hou.
let your heart out.